So you don't have to send out a search party.....

I'm sorry for the pity party post, and then not coming back for days. I am actually ok. Dh was off work for the weekend and we got to spend some time together. I also got to spend Saturday shopping with a friend, so I got a little adult interaction. It's amazing how much that can help you at times. I am still not great, but I am in a better place than I was.

I have decided that this month I am not going to temp. I haven't decided if I will do the opk's or not yet though. I can't handle getting my hopes up because my chart looks so good, only to have them crushed, again and again. We will see how it goes with no temps to stare at each day. It might be worse, but I figured it was worth a try. I just can't keep doing this month after month.

I am going to SC tomorrow (cd9) and I am going to spend the night at my mom's. Then Thursday, I am bringing my neice and nephew back to VA with me to spend a week. I am not sure how much bd we will manage to squeeze in anyway, so this month just may not be worth trying. Looks like this month will be our month to "just relax and stop trying so hard". We'll see what happens. Hopefully I will be able to post in the next week or so, but if not, it's just because we are busy.