Yet another holiday without him

It never changes. I still miss him. I still ache to have him here. I will smile, and I will be genuinely happy while I take Evan (and Lauren since dh is working nights) out tonite, but it's all bittersweet. On the way to get the candy bowl out of my van, there was a penny on the ground. Thank you Caleb, I needed that.

And the countdown is on. Halloween, Thanksgiving, and Christmas. And his 5th birthday. ::sigh::